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Song of the Hour: Elle – Standing In The Eyes Of The World

I’ve showered, I’m on my bed and the pain is holding at bearable. But I can’t help but feel that pain of loss, regret and most of all…solitude.

For some reason I feel like I’ve gone back to square one.

For some reason I feel like I’ve lost something again.

For some reason I feel like I deserve all this.

Karmic law…it’s something we can’t escape. I hurt her a long time ago at this very same time which pushed her to be the person she is today. According to the rule…I pay back what I deserve in threefolds. Or at least thats how the rule goes.

It would make sense considering the condition I’m in right now.

Without anyone to watch my back.

Without anything to hold on to.

She wasn’t kidding when she said start with a clean slate.

I’ve got nothing to begin the year with.

Only this memory that would never fade.

Only this fire that will never die.

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