Song of the Hour: Sarah McLachlan – Fear
Idle hands are the devil’s playground. In my case, it would be idle hands makes the mind wander in darkness. So it’s now back to having nothing to do but sit back and listen to the stir of echoes in my head. It’s just not something that I would like especially now with people around me.
It’s something I don’t even want to wish on others.
It’s just hard to focus on one thing at a time when all that you have to focus on are the whispers in the dark. The twitch and pull at your mind and claw at your sanity like a demons constantly trying to drag you down to those aweful pits of hell. That’s the best I can put it.
Anything else and you might have to live it the way I do.
But if anything.
I got to find something to do now.
I have to.
The night’s not going to be any easier than the day.
Come to think of it.
It’s not going to be any easier at all.