Last night I had this weird dream. I was sitting down in my dining room talking to my friend. Asking her what would it take for her to forgive me for what I have done. Asked her what I did wrong and make it up to her. To add it up, in that dream I was crying…and as far as dreams go, its rare that I even shed a tear.
The dream just feels like I’m standing on top of the mountain facing the cool wind alone. No warmth but just the cool power of nature. It gave me the same feeling that I felt when I’m humbled by the awesome force of nature. That’s the thing that doesnt make sense on the dream.
But it doesn’t take a Sigmund Freud to figure out what this dream means to me. Somewhere deep down, my subconcious is screaming for me to talk to her and settle this mess. I guess I’ll have to take my own advice in this, what would I usually tell people to do…this needs some thought.
Aside from that part of the dream, the other part of the dream I remember was that I was changing a car tire of a grey Kancil. That made absolutely no sense to me…or maybe it was my own version of an action comedy considering I stole the pants and tire from someone elses car in the dream. Man my dreams are beginning to be more cryptic by the day. Oh well…first dream of the new years. Maybe it’s some kind of premonition…but thats wishful thinking….:)
In the dreams that I walk in Joy and tears. Holds the key to pain past memories fears.