Paradise Found…

It’s WS-Day+5…

I’m starting to think Sarah falling ill is actually one hell of a serendipity after all. When I come to it…it’s well…the timing just couldn’t be any more perfect than it already is.

It’s like this, I rely on Sarah more often outside because at least outside I still have my net connection so I’m rarely without access to the net. But seeing I’ve been spending all of my time at home…I know I’d be actually wasting time with Sarah on my bed than I would be studying. So now I’m downstairs, actually having no excuse but to study properly on a seat with a table and with the music that Sarah always plays for me in the background.

Second, Sarah’s insurance is about to expire this end of May. I know I’ve been putting Sarah through one hell of an endurance test all year round, it would be good common sense to send her in too. Because I’m sure they would give her a full body checkup (I don’t mind giving her one of that too if you know what I mean) while they replace her HDD. If anything, they can replace anything worn out and hopefully…bring her back to an almost pristine condition that she came out from.

Seeing that I’m leaving for Australia…that isn’t a bad idea after all. Hard to live life if she breaks down when I’m in Australia with her insurance run out

It’s just another one of those serendipity like breaks I get so often. You know…at this point I don’t know whether to feel scared or not. I mean…it’s not that I’m not grateful and appreciative for everything that has happened to me…I am…really. I try and pay it back as soon as I get a chance to. I do the things I know is the right thing to do…even though it isn’t always the good way to get it done. I know that sometimes things happen for a reason…it’s not me who is the end user of what good befell…

That’s what I think sometimes…what if this string of random goodwill of life. When will it all run out. I mean…I imagine there has got to be a pool somewhere marked “Lucky Breaks“. I doubt that that pool is going to last forever.

So yet again…what am I to do? That’s right folks…repeat after me…there is not a thing I can do. Unless I can command fate…all I can do is do the right thing always. I may not always be good…but I try and always do what’s better choice. Maybe life works best that way…I mean…what I do ain’t exactly moral…but it’s the better choice most of the time.

Somehow…this reminds me of John Milton’s Paradise Lost. Gotta read that again…can’t quite place the irony…

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