I can't breath.

I can't believe how painful my chest is.

I can't concentrate.

I can't bloody concentrate.

You keep saying nevermind like it nothing matters anymore.

You keep giving the air of nonchalant apathy at the time when I need you the most as a friend.

All I wanted was just to talk.

All I wanted was to know that I still mattered.

More than anything else.

I thought I still mattered.

You tried so hard to teach me the value of friends who are there.

I believed you in the end.

I really believed you in the end.

I don't know

I still believe.

No matter what.

I still want to believe.

I don't want to fail.

Not for anything.