There are days when I wish my dreams could come through right about now. Or at least give some down payment somewhere. There are days when I wish that I was faster, stronger and in particular…smarter than I am now. There are days when I wish that I wasn’t living the life I have now…save for one person.
You know who you are.
There isn’t a day that goes by where the future isn’t on my mind. There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t see you in my life. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to give up eternity for you. Sometimes I wonder what it be like to sacrifice all that I know and lived not just for you…
But just with you
Unfortunately you know me better than that. It’s just that…you know what I have to do. You know what I have set up for myself to do. You yourself won’t attempt to stand in the way of whatever I’m going to do. No…you won’t, won’t you? Stand by beside me. Stand by while we do what we have to do. Do what it takes to rewrite a future uncertain.
Do what it takes to stand by me.
But not a day goes by when I don’t see the stars at night. Not a day goes by when I don’t see that hammock. Not a day goes by when I don’t take your hand and curl up along your heart and soul. For once in my life I wish that I already succeeded in what I set out to do not because I want them off my back. Not because I want the glory or the legacy of what I set out to do.
For once…its because I just want to spend the rest of my life with you that’s all.
Nothing else would stand in our way.
We will have our eternity.
We will have each other.