I’m caught between saying what I want and waiting for the right moment. On one hand, thoughts and opinions of present events weigh heavily on my mind, enough to leave an aftertaste that can only be washed off with what I know best – to blog about it.
On the other hand, my life is swarmed with so many things that putting them down would only serve to highlight how fractured my thoughts are. Enough to mention, not enough to make anymore sense than just what it is.
I suppose that is the eventual progression of things especially in times when you realize your own life is simply more important than telling the people around you what you’re up to. Don’t get me wrong, I want to tell you. You who like to hear my thoughts and talk about the way I see life, there is nothing more comforting to know that some people find what I have to think about, worth reading.
Yet there comes a point in every blogger of my kind where the importance of our personal life outweighs our need to let it all out. Unless I have 6 arms and can be at 3 places at once, those thoughts would have to wait for now, or at least given to someone else to ponder for the moment. Of course, that doesn’t mean that things have change.
After all, even at times like this, nothing still means something to those who know what to look for. There are always stories to tell and proses to write for those that want it enough to look me up for it. Just saying that sometimes, blogs slow down. But life never stops no less. Not for all the free thoughts in the world.
And that always is a good thing.