The past week has been fraught with a lot of changes both to online and in real life, both affecting the places I stay and the places I go to hang out, both changes which I don’t welcome at all. But I suppose if I think about it hard enough, these changes were bound to happen one way or another. While I was prepared for one change, I didn’t expect the other to be such of a shock, at least not so big and not so fast.
Yet there we have it, living proof that the only thing that remains the same are the constant changes in our lives. The only thing we can do is make the best of it and take matters in our own hands rather than sitting through it pretending it either doesn’t exist and letting it bite us in the ass when we let it run its course. I’m not going to like the hard work involved in building something new again, especially not after all the hard work put into the past, then again let it not be said that I don’t enjoy goofing off more than I do work. I just don’t want to have to deal with things like this, cutting into my free time, when there are also more important things to work on that’s all. Can’t a person deserve a break?
No wait, I already had that at the end of last year.
In any case, there is nothing I can do with seeing my favourite local blog aggregator being turned into a commercialised fail-joke of itself by its new owner whose right wing principles have offended myself and countless others on too many an occasion. If I could, I’d know how to make things better and fix what need be fixing, but I can’t so I won’t bother about it until I get the chance to.
What I can do (and should be doing) for now is start finding a new place to stay seeing that I will, very soon, have to move out from this house I currently live in. After a year of tenancy, an expired contract and a new landlord has forced us to start looking for a new place to settle down. It could not have come at a worse time considering the current financial state I’m in, but it’s still something I have to deal with, putting off everything else until this is settled.
Even with a solid plan in my head, this is one of those few moments where I don’t know if I can pull off the miracle that I want to, but while stranger things have happened, it’s always best to rely on your own kick-ass ingenuity and resourcefulness rather than your unpredictable source of luck. I don’t know if I can, but I know all I can do is to see it through one day at a time. I mean how else could you see it through but one day at a time anyway?