Bad things happen all the time and all you can do is live with it. But when worse things happen in one day…how do you live with it?
I don’t know.
As far as I can recall, things like this have been happening to me on this date for the past 17 years…and all I can do is ride it out, knowing the eventuality and catasstropic effect that this date would bring to me.
I hate the fact I have to keep cleaning up messes.
I hate the fact that I have to swollow what I want for what’s right to do.
I hate failing in things that I worked hard in trying to achieve.
I hate today.
And there is nothing I can do to stop it from happening.