The Most Hated Date Of The Year

Bad things happen all the time and all you can do is live with it. But when worse things happen in one day…how do you live with it?

I don't know.

As far as I can recall, things like this have been happening to me on this date for the past 17 years…and all I can do is ride it out, knowing the eventuality and catasstropic effect that this date would bring to me.

I hate the fact I have to keep cleaning up messes.

I hate the fact that I have to swollow what I want for what's right to do.

I hate failing in things that I worked hard in trying to achieve.

I hate today.

And there is nothing I can do to stop it from happening.

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Jack wrote from on July 21, 2005 at 12:33 and said:

It s a pity to hear another fellow blogger have to endure a miserable day. I do hope things will work out for you . Keep your hopes alive man. I was there once , a long time ago and survived.

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Kamigoroshi wrote from on July 21, 2005 at 12:36 and said:

Haha…thanks, though as far as I know. This date would continue to be like this for as long as I live. It never changes as much as I try for it to change. I can’t escape its reality.

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BawangMerah wrote from on July 21, 2005 at 12:43 and said:

Sometimes I wish life had a skip button.

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sweetie wrote from on July 21, 2005 at 15:07 and said:

You have a good one and take it easy sweets…remember the bubbles. *winks* You know exactly what I mean.

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honey wrote from on July 21, 2005 at 16:31 and said:

i lovee today because its a reason why i have a friend like you =)……and if it wasnt because of today…. i dont know what ill be without you….. =)…. *huggles u tight* … its all going to be alright…

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