As if today is a magnet for bad news. She came back from the past with a dark surprise I would never have expected. My one and only soulmate is not one for small news. I had a feeling that I should have contacted her, but I didn’t. I guess it makes no difference now that what’s done is done. I can only hope that she doesn’t push herself too hard. It’s hard to advise someone especially when we always shared the same nasty self destructive habit.
But this time, I really hope she’s alright. So God, if you’re there, don’t forsake her in this time of need. Especially when I can’t watch over her like I used to in the past.