Walking the fine line between two separate selves is one thing. Knowing that you have to walk between two distinct selves is another.

To be a person that handles every crisis with remarkable efficiency regardless of who stands in the way or who stands beside them on the way. Or to be a human who knows when to step back and to rely on people, knowing the possibility that not everything can be solved by himself and even with other people around him.

Sometimes it's easy to forget who you were and who you wanted to be in moments of crisis. Maybe the most important thing here is to know that at the end of the day, the most important thing to accomplish is your life and the priorities you're responsible for. Choosing those priorities and where it fits in your life on the other hand is not a task that has an easy answer.

Given that there is a fine line between insanity and survival, I think that's a line I'm walking instead. And the real problems haven't even started yet.

I know I'm in trouble now.