I Don’t Like What I Don’t Like

I don't like days when everything goes wrong. I don't like keeping it all in because I don't like lashing out at strangers and the ones I care for. I don't like how I'm being calm writing this because I can't break down here. I don't like the pain caused by the migraines, the tight chest and the clenching stomach. I don't like being all alone working through problems that keep piling up hour after hour completely out of my control. I don't like the fact this year has just begun with me struggling to keep it all together because I'm am a professional.

Then again, I guess neither does anyone else. Maybe that should I should like that instead.

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Grendel wrote from on January 23, 2008 at 10:55 and said:

Chill bro, life is too short to be spent on negatives. Ditch the mouse, go out, sit under the open sky, read a book, do something kind. You’ll feel better.

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Kamigoroshi wrote from on January 23, 2008 at 13:29 and said:

Kinda hard to do that when you’re working in the lab 9 hours a day.

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bunnyrose wrote from on January 23, 2008 at 21:10 and said:

Life is about choices and sometimes its hard to stick to the one that we have chosen, cause life is never that predictible……nothing is particularly hard if your divide it into small job……Henry Ford

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Chris Morrell wrote from on January 24, 2008 at 14:16 and said:

I vacuum my house and clean the kitchen whenever I am over-stressed. While I doubt that same activity works for everyone, it sure works for me. Hope life brightens up, so long as there is food on the table and a roof over my head I’m satisfied. Nice saying there, bunnyrose.

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Esther wrote from on January 24, 2008 at 15:46 and said:

As Frou Frou/Imogen Heap once said, “There’s beauty in the breakdown.”

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