If there are days when life hits you in the nuts when you’re not looking. This is one of those days. I didn’t expect it. I dont think I expected it. I don’t will ever expect it. But it came, it saw and right now I feel like throwing up.

I guess the only good thing that’s happening so far is the fact I’m forcing myself to do nothing because nothing can be done for now. It’s moments like this where the situation has become completely out of our hands and the only thing we can do is to painfully wait until we can work on something. For now though, I am stuck in this limbo of shock and insecurity, forcing myself not to think of it.

But I’m only human. There is only so much I can do before I give out. I just hope by that time, I’ll be able to come up with something to do with it. I can only hope.

4 thoughts on “Nauseous

  1. There are days just like that. And having experienced one recently, talking to good friends who listen always helps to gain some perspective. Failing that, give yourself a chance to feel all the emotions. They help in the long term.

  2. Well, I do feel a little better, it helps that I completely wrap myself into some work somewhere to help pass the time. But yeah…there are always friends and I know I can count on them to hear me out.

  3. Thanks Cas. In the mean time, I’ll just work on things instead of moping around, that should get the juices flowing at least. 🙂

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