The Darkest Moments II

Sometimes the only thing you can do is pray, which is the hardest thing to do when you hold no allegiances to any religion whatsoever.

And when your entire life is based on objectifying and cataloging every moment of every experience, you know you’ve hit the deepest end when the only solution you can turn to is an abstract of human faith.

I now lie in the hard, deep end.

I don’t know how I’m going to get out of this one.

5 thoughts on “The Darkest Moments II

  1. We all experience the “I don’t know how I’m going to get out of this one” moment at one point or another in our lives. While I don’t know what I can do for you, or make you feel better, I will pray for you (if it’s any consolation that somebody far away is thinking of you).


  2. I don’t know what you’re currently going through, but I hope you’ll make it through okay. You seem to have survived much in the past, and I think all of that experience has made you strong enough to withstand much more.

  3. Pelf: That does help a bit thanks. 🙂

    Jeff: While what doesn’t kill me has made me stronger, I’m not sure how much I can withstand this. This is something else entirely. Even I fold in the face of it. That’s how scared I am.

    Lisalicious: In the face of this, few can ever “take it easy”.

    Yoon See: Hard to have faith when you grew up without much faith in anything. This is one of those moments where “fine” doesn’t even come close.

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