Sometimes the only thing you can do is pray, which is the hardest thing to do when you hold no allegiances to any religion whatsoever.

And when your entire life is based on objectifying and cataloging every moment of every experience, you know you've hit the deepest end when the only solution you can turn to is an abstract of human faith.

I now lie in the hard, deep end.

I don't know how I'm going to get out of this one.