I am pretty sure that I must have started to find myself attracted to emotionally dysfunctional way back at the beginning of high school. I still don't know the exact cause of events that pushed me to find connection with women that do little or nothing to display how they feel, but I'm know that for the most part, the average high school teenage girl of the MTV generation did little to hold my attention.
It is ironic that it would be a TV show made by MTV itself that helped spur my attraction for the cynically introvert but brilliant female archetype that has kept my attention for more than a decade. The personification of which I would eventually choose to wed. Then again, it's not everyday that a person finds elements of a fictional character brought to life. Sometimes fantasies do indeed come true.
I'm glad I would be living it for the rest of my life.