Loving The Insensitive Bitch

Sometimes she can be the most insensitive bitch you’ve ever met. The kind where you just want to slap because you just really don’t like them for who they are or what they do to you. But yet I stay with her, through thick and thin. Not because it’s the wrong thing to do. Not because it’s always better to be beside hell’s fury instead of in front of it. But because despite that aggravating sense of self, I wouldn’t have it any other way.

Some say it’s true love. I say I need to have the bones in my hand checked because the anger has to go somewhere and the walls are often the closest things to it.

7 thoughts on “Loving The Insensitive Bitch

  1. That’s a worry, kami. I had a boyfriend at uni who used to keep it inside and punch walls (not because of me), and I didn’t think that it was healthy. Find an outlet for the pent up emotions. Or stand in front of it once. You might be surprised that it’s not that scary.

  2. Ah Pek: Feeling is one thing. Acting out on it is another.

    Danny Foo: Amen. But it doesn’t get rid of that choking feeling in your chest.

    ChickyBabe: Thank you for the concern. 🙂 I guess it’s the self destructive habit I picked up when I was younger. I don’t want to take it out on Mel and neither can I resolve is clearly in my head. The only other outlet is to blog, but when you’re far from that, well…I can’t think of other options. At least I’ve stopped the cutting…

  3. Wow i think u should really tell her how you feel. Keeping it all in is really difficult. The key to a successful, well, a better relationship is communication =)

    Taking it out on urself is not good either. You’ll look back on those scars and regret..trust me..I have alot

  4. It wouldn’t matter if I told her because she doesn’t really understand why. It’ll be worse if I tell her out of anger. Another key to a successful relationship is that someone has to back down.

    I have the scars too, both physical and mental. It comes with the life I live. Then again, these days. I wear them proudly. It made me what I am and that too, I wouldn’t have it any other way.

  5. edrei try the yoga way when ur in that situation.d best thing to do is take a deep breath and count to ten or till u feel better…. it dosen’t help when u self destruct

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