As the days go by, I’ve become increasingly lost in today’s pop culture and current affairs, both on a local and on a global stage, some by conscious choice, most because I simply do not care.
You can talk about your reality TV shows and some people are complete idiots…but I don’t care.
You can talk about your politics and your opinion about how the other side are idiots…but I don’t care.
You can talk about your rediscovery of something that has been around for a long time. You can talk about your half assed attempt for something you don’t understand in order game the system. You can even talk about nothing at all.
But I just do not care.
I have spent the last 4 years of my life separated from that pretentious misuse of information. I have spent the last 4 years of my life separating myself from your world so caught up with the popularity of the moment. I have spent the last few 4 years of my life building something I can rely on my own two hands. The reality of which comes down to this.
Many of you talk about the now as if you matter to it. As if you had your hand in it. But you don’t. You do it because it makes you feel important when in reality, you aren’t. Yet you keep doing it, yet you keep building a world that only makes sense because other people do it as well.
That’s why I won’t subscribe to it. I won’t subscribe to the same ideals, the same hollow views. I couldn’t stomach it then and I doubt I can stomach being there again.
I may be lost in the worlds that feed upon. Unable to comment upon the things that really don’t matter. But I have my world to live in. Something at least I can call my own, with a reality to walk upon, powerplays that you can thrive on, new things that people never heard off, exploits you pull off with purpose and tenacity and an opinion that has everything and nothing at all.
I have that and I call it my own. Maybe you’re the one that’s lost and I’m the one that knows exactly where he’s standing.