Over the past few days I've been struck down it a certain sense of emptiness in my life…or at least I think that it's emptiness. It could very well be the fact that I have reached a point where I have convinved myslf that evrrything in my life doesn't matter anymore. Whether that is a good or bad thing, well…that's best left for time to tell.

Still, I wonder now as I did when I started blogging so many years ago, would anyone actually bother to read my blog should I put down who I am on these hallowed grounds of thought? I guess the answer still as it was before would be a big fat no.

The reason being that at the end of it, all I have to say about my life is that it is more or less…boring, mundane even. Then again, it's not to say I'm the only blogger in the world with a mundane life. I think every blogger in the world leads a normal boring life. The only thing that seprates the good ones from people like me is the ability to make your life seem much more exciting than it is…and that means one thing.

You swear and curse like there is no tomorrow.

Seriously, I mean…it's not like I actually conducted a full fledged scientific research to come down to that conclusion anyway. It's just that for the most part, alot of the more entertaining personal blogs I read do have a degree of swearing on a regular basis especially when it comes to everyday routine things in life. For some reason I couldn't find a regular routine thing right now, so I'm going with his example.

On any given day, I would go ahead and say "Korea is really really really really cold!!". Of course, that would sound plain and otherwise straighfoward. Some people however would settle with "MAHAI KOREA FUCKING FREEZING ONE. I’m like wearing 5 fucking layers and my fingers and toes are STILL NUMB from the cold!". Same meaning…bigger impact.

Then again…you don't always have to swear to be entertaining, neither does it mean you can be entertaining all the time if you do have typing skills that are like open sewers. There is that fine line between entertaining and tasteless that a lto of people muck up anyway, still…it doesn't seem to discount the trivial fact that a lot of blogs out there that feels free to use the full extent of their expression makes me want to shoot milk out of my nose…which is disgusting and weird because I'm not drinking milk in the first place.

Me, nah…the only time I start swearing is when I'm really angry and for the most part isn't for entertainment purposes. I couldn't dramatise my life in a good way even if its to save my life and that is what seperates me from the more read bloggers out there. Not that it's a compatition or anything, it's my life anyway and we all do what we feel comfortable with…doesn't mean I can't learn new things every once in a while.

Kaniniacibai…I fucking want my laptop back right now. This keyboard is so absofuckinglutely wonderful that its forcing me to mispell every mahai word I type. And the monitor, what the fuck happened to this computer till the refresh rates are stuck at 60hz. Kaninia…you want to blind me issit with the screen looking like cibai 1 megapixel camera shot of a moving object.

Yeah…it doesn't mean we can't learn at all.